My night last night was so stressful! It started out okay ... I thought I had it all undercontrol. I fed alexa and laid her down in the swing to take a nap. I made me a salad and even measured everything out. I cooked Kylie's food for her. We ate our food while alexa slept. Just as we were finishing alexa woke up. I got Kylie ceaned up and we went to get Alexa. I turned on a show for me to watch while I spent time with the girls. I got half way through it when Kylie shut the computer off. I turned it back on and it loaded back up and she shut it off again. She did it a third time and although I kept distracting her and telling her 'No!' she kept going at it. She also broke the mouse for the computer so I couldn't watch anything after that. But that also meant she couldn't watch her movie before bed. I tried to use the xbox but scotty had it hooked up wrong so their was no sound. I had to call him and try to get it hooked up a different way. Finally after some yelling and tears I got it working... but both girls screamed almost the whole time. they both wanted to be held Alexa wanted to eat. I just wanted to take a break. I got Kylie's movie playing and I held them both while we watched IIncredibles for the 500th time. During all of this I also changed 5 poopy diapers. 2 for Alea and 3 for Kylie. I finally ate the rest of my dinner and got Kylie in bed. Breath! After I laid Kylie down I realized I hadn't gone to the bathroom so I brought alexa in the bathroom with me and laid her on Kylie's new bean bag chair. Then I moved the chair to the kitchen and I did dishes while she layed their looking around! I finished the dishes then looked at the mess in the livingroom ... ahhh! I laid on the couch with Alexa and told her I would spend 30 minutes with her uninterupted so we just laid their and spent uninterupted time together. Then I cleaned the livingroom and made my way to bed with Alexa. Kylie woke up at 3:40am screamming 'Daddy Daaadddyyy where you go!' Poor baby was so upset. I went in there and gave her some tylenol since she had her shots earlier that day. Then I gave her her Paci and laid her down. I had to listen to her scream for 10-15 minutes before she fell asleep again ... But she woke Alexa up. So I started to feed her then I changed her and laid her down ... she pooped... I changed her and tried to get her to eat the rest of her bottle and laid her down again ... she pooped again... I changed her again and laid her back down and prayed she would go to sleep ... and she did.
I found my self constantly apologizing to both girls. Telling them I'm sorry that I can't give them both my undivided attention. It breaks my heart to hear either of them cry. I wish I could do everything all the time. Thats my breakdown.

The girls had a doctors appoint yesterday! 
    Alexa's was just a weight check since they were concerned about her gaining weight. She is now 9lbs...which means she gained 1lb 2oz in two weeks! Thats what happens when you feed a 1 month old 4oz every 2 hours during the day! So she is doing alot better and they are not concerned with her weight!
    Kylie's appointment was just her 15 month well visit check up ... and shots! Ouch! He checked her out and she was healthy as can be. He asked about what words she could say and I was going on and on with the words she says... baby, pillow, daddy, where you go, incredibles(credibles), sit, where daddy go, where kylie go, ball, car, and so many more. I also told them how she say the 'L' 'H' and 'F' sounds, and how she knows almost all her body parts. He said she is very advanced for a 15month old and that he is surprised that she says so much. I had him check her feet since she had been walking with them a bit turned in and he said he doesnt think that we should be to concerned and that she should grow out of it but we will watch her for it in the next few months. Other than that he said she is perfect. She was 33.25 inches tall and 26lbs ...which puts her at 99% for height and 90% for weight. After all that the doctor left and the 'mean' nurse came in with 3 shots. I asked her if she could get Kylie a sucker to help make it a little less painfull. We laid her down and I had hold her down ... she got two shots in one leg and one in he other. She screamed so loud and got so upset she wasnt breathing for several seconds. Finally she took a brath an screamed again. but as soon as we got her pants back on and she got her sucker back she calmed down. Poor kiddo! Her doctor said she only has one more round of shots then she is done till kindergarten!

My weekend went by super fast... It doesn't help that I worked all weekend long! I got back from maternity leave on Jan 10 just 4 weeks after Alexa was born and I haven't had a day off since. Luckily our peek time is almost over. Now as long as my employees show up to work I might be able to get atleast a sunday off. I did get to see a movie with my hubby and we had a great time at Flat top grill with Kylie on Saturday! But our whole sunday was consumed by house cleaning and preparering for the week. My hubby left early this morning and will be in warsaw till Friday night ... :-(! Both Girls have a Doctors appt today. Alexa is just going in for a weight check since they were concerned with her not gaining enough weight at her 1 month appt. And Kylie is going in for her 15 month check up and for shots ... not fun! I can't do both girls at the doctors alone so Nana E is coming with me. I packed the diaper bag last night ... so hopefully everything goes smoothly! I'll let you know how things go. I'm just going to push through this week and pray it goes by fast and easy so Scotty is back home again!

Went to weight watchers this morning and I lost 7.8lbs this week! I'm super excited! I actually weigh less today then what I weighed when I got pregnant with Kylie, in Jan 2009. Super excited to get on my weigh or way! Needless to say today is my cheat day! Good thing weight watchers gives up and extra 49 points a week to use when we need extra points. It's funny cause that was the topic of our meeting today. Anyways ... I'm going to enjoy my 14 point mocha frappe from Mcdonalds this morning, while I finish up work! Then Me, Scotty, and Kylie have reservations at Flat Top Grill tonight! And then Scotty and I might catch a movie tonight.

Me and my hubby on our honeymoon Oct 2007!

So this is my first blog post! And it is going to be about my crazy week! I work at a tax company and our peek season is from Jan 13-Feb 15 and that just happend to fall at the same time my husband is being sent out of town for 4 weeks for training! He is in training for his new job as Assistant manager at walmart. It comes with a huge pay raise and better hours ... but lets just say we were not ready to be home with out him for the next 4 weeks. He is home on the weekends but gone Monday through Friday! Anyways on top of my job being busy and 4 employee's quitting with out notice, and my husband being gone. My one year old got an ear infection in both ears and was extra fussy and clingy and my 1 month old got a stomach flu and was also fussy and going through diapers faster than she was bottles. I also started back up on weightwatchers so I had to prepare for that each day. So let's just say the odds were stacked against me. I have stayed on track with my weight watchers but I never did work out each night like I was planning. I drug through each day of work but wasn't my normal peppy self! I also had to hire 6 new employee's 4 to cover the ones that quit and two to cover the one's I'm letting go. I delt with both screaming kids and kept the house clean. I kept all my emotions to my self and only cried when I went to bed at night. I'm thankful for my babysitters that assisted me and for my mom for giving me emotional support and my dad and brothers for helping with the snow and icicles. So ready to see my hubby!